Lint . . . if you are concerned about the future of your job or salary then you should not go out and lease a new $40,000 BMW
This will only lead you into more debt and in a lease you are not going to be able to bail out if things go wrong without spending a lot of $$$.
Please try to think logically about this and get yourself a less expensive new car or even better a 2-3 yr old used car where the old owner takes the big depreciation hit.
You will have a bmw again in the future when you are in a more comfortable position but right now I really feel from your post that the smart move would be better then the emotional move.
This will only lead you into more debt and in a lease you are not going to be able to bail out if things go wrong without spending a lot of $$$.
Please try to think logically about this and get yourself a less expensive new car or even better a 2-3 yr old used car where the old owner takes the big depreciation hit.
You will have a bmw again in the future when you are in a more comfortable position but right now I really feel from your post that the smart move would be better then the emotional move.